wow i've never written a rant before.
here it goes
you know, i really hate it when people dont give you credit for things.
it almost feels like plagiarism but in a different context.
i have been waiting all night for so called promises.
im sick and tired of people disregarding me.
just because i pull up a strong front.
just because i look like im capable.
no i am not your mother.
i dont have the time to run after you having to tell you what to do, when to do it etc.
ITS TIRING.
IT'S GROUP WORK.
SEE THE MIDDLE WORD?
GROUP.
it feels like every group i am in there is actually no group.
why is it always left to me to organise everything.
why is it always my responsibility to carry the stress of the assignment.
do you all know how much i worry all the time because i dont think the group work will be finished in time.
staying up late.
im not talking about any specific assignment
BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE EVERY GROUP TASK I GET IS THE SAME.
you people need to take responsibility and actually step up.
im tired of seeing parts undone and trying desperately to finished them off just because you're too lazy to get out of bed.
most of the time it actually feels easier to just carry the burden instead of wasting my money and time trying to contact you.
im sick of this.
being treated like im expendable.
"oh it's michelle!"
that does not mean that i can just run around doing everything for you.
please dont take me for granted.
if only you knew.
if only you knew how much i want to punch your face behind while typing kind reassurances.
i dont want to hurt your feelings by saying your part of the section was crap.
i counted on you.
how can i say it to your face when you treat me to nicely? haha.
next time i'd like to see YOU:
staying up all night
stressing over other people's tasks
waiting and waiting on work that apparently meant to be sent hours, if not days ago.
i am sick of all of this.
that's all i have to say.
